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18:00

Selalu ingat jam 18:00 because 1 is you and 8 is me.

Tidak sesuai sebagai status Facebook

But it’s already written in the Quran.

Mimpi: Nafsu, zombie dan vampire

I was in my bedroom sitting at the edge of my bed. Kemudian lelaki familiar yang handsome datang dekat dan aku rasa macam goosebumps kemudian mencari akal to kiss him. Suddenly dia bertukar menjadi zombie dan ramai-ramai zombie came into the room. So weird, these zombies wanted me to convert to Christianity (which aku sangat terasa bila sedar dari mimpi).

Aku terjaga, thinking “what a weird dream”, sambung tidur.

We were somewhere in an area that looks like Texas, and we wanted to catch a helicopter ride to another destination. On the way, heavy traffic gila so we got out of the car and ada matsalleh guy approached us. We talked for a bit and suddenly ada dua orang perempuan di kiri kanannya, enjoying his good looks. Suddenly dia bertukar menjadi vampire and tore one of the girls into half. And the background suddenly bertukar macam horror movie, fire eating up the cowboy town.

I really should try to paint my weird dreams.

Politik diri sendiri

Kenapa takde inisiatif? Takkan semua benda need to be reminded? I don’t want to be the demanding one.

Naluri asli

Heaven on earth lebih kurang macam kejayaan dan kebahagiaan yang dikongsi bersama. (Juga terselit approval by the people around you).

Campur tolak darab bahagi

Banyaknya dosa.

Float

Dua hari lepas aku rasa macam so in love, jenis yang swirl swirl swirl. And then suddenly, in a split second aku berhenti cherish the moment and asked myself, is that the feeling of being in love? Jadi, aku pergi tanya boy apa yang dia rasa bila being in love and obviously, soalan itu tidak akan terjawab.

And you long for the things that you can’t have

Selalu aku berangan of the future, of the people in my future. Banyak scene berbeza, orang-orang berbeza tapi mesti aku selitkan satu character yang sama dalam setiap scene, tidak kisah peranannya besar atau kecil.

Bukan favourite pun, just that dia mesti selalu muncul. Sometimes i don’t want or need him there tapi somehow dia akan muncul.

Life is full of choices and surprises

When you are single.

(Jenis mentaliti yang aku perlu nyahkan)

snowce:

Gustav Klimt, Upper Portion of Two Lovers, 1908

snowce:

Gustav Klimt, Upper Portion of Two Lovers, 1908

(via post-impressionisms)

BFF

Sebenarnya aku tak faham sangat konsep BFF, best girlfriend ever yadayada. Bukannya sebab i don’t have my close girlfriends but i just don’t think it’s necessary to shout out sebab aku kadang-kadang terasa (macam zzt) kalau salah seorang kawan perempuan aku announce on any social media of their other best girlfriend (i don’t know how to explain this). Rasa macam zzt tapi i don’t take it a so much of a big deal. I have a few close girlfriends yang somehow hate each other’s guts but i like them all but i just don’t find it necessary untuk choose one yang paling best sebab nanti yang lain akan kecil hati.

Then again, masalah remeh kita might be masalah besar orang lain so i have to keep that in mind. And anyway, i’m never really good at being A girlfriend.

And so i’ve decided untuk hire my sister as pengapit and my guy friends bawa dulang time kahwin. Oh yes i’m so good at annoying my girlfriends.

Perangai

You want them to stay but when they do, you want them to leave.

Hindari

Expectations. And then assumptions.